tau-tau aku kalo aku itu jelek, gak kaya pacarmu yang cuantik itu..
tapi ya gak usah merendahkan gitu, biasa ae..
sirik a dirimu kalo ada yang bilang aku cantik??
ganteng, pinter, kaya, tapi kalo sikapmu busuk kaya gitu ya sama aja.. -__-
Eomma,
If you wanna know, I don't like to be here. I don't like to stay in this *tiiit* room. no one wanna respect me.
I hate this.
I like if I have a Friend like Mita eonni's Friend, they seems friendly and everything that can make Mita Eonni happier.
It seems so hard.
I'm not sure that I can Stand or hold it anymore.
How if I can't hold it?? what should I do??
And I miss you an Appa so bad.
I'm afraid that I make you worry and dissapoint about me. I hate see you sad. I really hate it.
Can you feel what I feel right now?
are we have telepathy?
Do you miss me??
Do you Think about me??
I wanna make you little happier and proud of me.
Can I do that?
I hope I can see you smile and of course appa-do.
I hope that our plan that we built in the car can come true.
And then we go Umroh together, eomma, appa, yogi eonni, mita eonni, kurigu na, we'll go together.
soon!
Allah will Make Our Dreams Come True!!
apa aku benar-benar tidak terlihat?
transparan?
apa kalian menganggapku bukan manusia?
lalu aku apa?
hantu?
tidak pernahkah kalian berpikir bagaimana perasaanku?
bagaimana rasanya menjadi aku?
bagaimana rasanya?
bukankah kalian juga pernah merasakannya?
tidak enak kan?
kalian juga tidak suka diperlakukan seperti itu?
ah~ aku lupa..
aku baru ingat kalau kalian berpikir kalau aku tidak punya hati..
bukankah begitu?
benarkan?
teruskanlah, selama ini belum membuatku pusing.. -___-